pull me down hard, and drown me in love.

Something about the song "Come on Get Higher" makes me happy.
It's catchy, cute, and... well, it makes me think of you.

(:
Then again, everything does nowadays.



Some people ask me if I'm bored with how life is for me right now, and I don't see why they would ever think such a thing. There are always new things to try and do, some even right under your nose. You just have to look down instead of being stuck up.

I love being in love. It is the most amazing feeling that I can ever possibly come across in life. The feeling of existing in the prescence of the person you wholeheartedly trust, and would do anything for is the most amazing experience that will ever exist. When that feeling comes mutually, it's all magic from there. I do question one thing: Why this young? Why is it that now, so few years into my life, do I find the person that feels like the one I would want to love for the rest of my life?

I question it, and then I remember how it makes me feel. How empty of a person I was before he came into my life. How much I love every minute of my time that I get to spend with him, whether it is spent having a serious conversation, or just that moment when your eyes meet in passing, and you catch a quick smile before shuffling off to wherever you need to be. I'm not who I used to be, no. If you liked the girl I was before Chris, then fine. But she didn't like herself. I feel like he makes me love not only him, but who I am too. It's crazy.

Well, I'm crazy, so what else do you expect?

I didn't really pay much attention into what I put into this post, I just thought that I would add to this before days slipped away and I forgot. I tend to just type whatever passes through my mind at the moment, but that's usually the clearest cut points, anyway.