...and i'm not going to reflect on everything, i don't have the time to now.
but hey, you all don't really want to read some random rant on the effects of this year on my life.
it's been a great two thousand eight, and it sure tops last year, believe me.
new people, new interests, new... everything? (it seems)
i've got some goals for next year, but i wrote those in my agenda, and i'm not about to disspell them here. i mean, they were followed by a quite interesting written conversation with chris after the bio test(:
i'm going to keep this one short considering that i'm at a party, and don't want to be such a computer hog.
surely nobody cares that much, but still.
so here's to making next year better than this one. (which is going to be a feat, even after everything that this year has thrown our way.)
goodbye two thousand eight!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
amazing nights.
^filled with dreams, that is.
my dream last night was quite wonderful.
i'm not quite sure where i was at the beginning of it, but my dream didn't exactly save the best part for last.
i was with chris, and it was like he was kissing me with no intention of ever stopping.<3
i hope that's not too graphic for you kids, but i won't go into it anymore.. (:
and someone got run over by a truck, but i'm not going to disclose any names.
that would be cruel.
plus, i don't have a death wish for them, really, i swear.
i'm not going to talk anymore about my dream, either, because some parts of it are indeed a bit embarassing.
today i went shopping for about the billionth time this break.
i got shoes, a purse, and a clutch.
i love aldo shoes, they are amazing stuff.
so i'm starting to appreciate life more every single day.
it seems like i can't believe that i was acting a certain way a few days ago.
honestly, you only live once. (or do you?)
but there is never going to be a [insert date here] ever again.
you should live it like that.
people go by wasting time and being materialistic, but guys, it all isn't that important.
i will discuss how i came across this feeling today in an author's perspective..
"Holding overfilled shopping bags by the handles, a young girl stumbles out the door of a department store, anticipating her next purchases at the mall across the street in front of her. The mall is bustling, and filled with people struggling to get around each other, to find the items they desire faster than the person next to them. The girl's phone rings, and she sets down her bags to answer the buzzing Blackberry in her new designer purse. But then, she glances out of the corner of her eye, and sees an elderly man sitting behind a rickety card table. The man resembles Santa Claus, with his thick white beard, and eyes filled with knowledge. He looks to another shopper exiting the store, and speaks hopefully, "Would you please give money to the homeless?" Without even a sideways glance, the woman passes by, quickly running to the parking lot. Memories of the girl's early childhood flooded her mind, and the girl couldn't remember the last time that she had felt so moved to do something, to help another person, instead of buying for herself. Without another thought, she took twenty dollars from her wallet and gave it to the old man, recieving a smile of warmth, and a great 'thank you' in return. Then, she got in her car, and left. She had no need for what those people across the street were buying. The girl got in her car, and went home. She went home starting to remember what life really is about."
So I guess you can all find the moral in that.
i'm going to ali's tomorrow..
so call/text it.
7149444731.
and in case i don't post tomorrow, happy new year.
thanks for making my two thousand eight the most fantastic year yet<3
my dream last night was quite wonderful.
i'm not quite sure where i was at the beginning of it, but my dream didn't exactly save the best part for last.
i was with chris, and it was like he was kissing me with no intention of ever stopping.<3
i hope that's not too graphic for you kids, but i won't go into it anymore.. (:
and someone got run over by a truck, but i'm not going to disclose any names.
that would be cruel.
plus, i don't have a death wish for them, really, i swear.
i'm not going to talk anymore about my dream, either, because some parts of it are indeed a bit embarassing.
today i went shopping for about the billionth time this break.
i got shoes, a purse, and a clutch.
i love aldo shoes, they are amazing stuff.
so i'm starting to appreciate life more every single day.
it seems like i can't believe that i was acting a certain way a few days ago.
honestly, you only live once. (or do you?)
but there is never going to be a [insert date here] ever again.
you should live it like that.
people go by wasting time and being materialistic, but guys, it all isn't that important.
i will discuss how i came across this feeling today in an author's perspective..
"Holding overfilled shopping bags by the handles, a young girl stumbles out the door of a department store, anticipating her next purchases at the mall across the street in front of her. The mall is bustling, and filled with people struggling to get around each other, to find the items they desire faster than the person next to them. The girl's phone rings, and she sets down her bags to answer the buzzing Blackberry in her new designer purse. But then, she glances out of the corner of her eye, and sees an elderly man sitting behind a rickety card table. The man resembles Santa Claus, with his thick white beard, and eyes filled with knowledge. He looks to another shopper exiting the store, and speaks hopefully, "Would you please give money to the homeless?" Without even a sideways glance, the woman passes by, quickly running to the parking lot. Memories of the girl's early childhood flooded her mind, and the girl couldn't remember the last time that she had felt so moved to do something, to help another person, instead of buying for herself. Without another thought, she took twenty dollars from her wallet and gave it to the old man, recieving a smile of warmth, and a great 'thank you' in return. Then, she got in her car, and left. She had no need for what those people across the street were buying. The girl got in her car, and went home. She went home starting to remember what life really is about."
So I guess you can all find the moral in that.
i'm going to ali's tomorrow..
so call/text it.
7149444731.
and in case i don't post tomorrow, happy new year.
thanks for making my two thousand eight the most fantastic year yet<3
Thursday, December 25, 2008
ring christmas bells, ring them loud, with a message...
happy christmas(:
the little things made my day pretty darn great, i must say.
my uncle adrian said everything EXCEPT merry christmas (happy season, happy holidays, happy felicidad, even..) and it was hilarious.
my uncle chad gave me fifty of those little gold dollar coins in a GIGANTIC box (because he enjoys watching me make faces at him afterwards).
we played the blood pressure game today, and i pwned.
for those of you who don't know, you either try to get the highest or lowest blood pressure out of the group...
i got the lowest because that's what we played. 59 i believe...
hahah.
so then we ate this cake called a 'yule log' because it's shaped like one.
and i had to cut it because everyone else thought it 'too pretty to eat'
pshhh that, i was hungry.
so now my entire family has knotts passes, because we got them from one of my grandparents.
ugh it WAS my little place, but it's alright.
fun times with the family. (:
i now have a coupon to renew my pass for another year from this summer!
i got like, three aero sweaters, two aero shirts, and some pjs from my parents.
i got pjs, knotts renewal, and fifty dollars from my dad's parents.
i got a hundred dollars, two sets of pjs, and a lint roller (it's useful. really) from my mom's parents.
eighty dollars to some store called ears abstract etc. in yorba linda from my uncle adrian.
i can't wait to go spend that.
fifty gold dollar coins from my uncle chad & (future) aunt audra.
...people seem to think pajamas are a good thing to get me.
but they're really fun, so i don't mind in the least.
i'm starting to get lonely here.
we should definately do something (:
but i've got some serious shopping to do.
need to finish my outfit for winter formal.
and just spendspendspend!
i know you're sooooo in (;
anywhoooo...
i must go now and sit by the warm fireplace and watch christmas specials i've seen ten thousand times before.
^but that's what christmas is about, isn't it...?
hasta la bye-bye.
the little things made my day pretty darn great, i must say.
my uncle adrian said everything EXCEPT merry christmas (happy season, happy holidays, happy felicidad, even..) and it was hilarious.
my uncle chad gave me fifty of those little gold dollar coins in a GIGANTIC box (because he enjoys watching me make faces at him afterwards).
we played the blood pressure game today, and i pwned.
for those of you who don't know, you either try to get the highest or lowest blood pressure out of the group...
i got the lowest because that's what we played. 59 i believe...
hahah.
so then we ate this cake called a 'yule log' because it's shaped like one.
and i had to cut it because everyone else thought it 'too pretty to eat'
pshhh that, i was hungry.
so now my entire family has knotts passes, because we got them from one of my grandparents.
ugh it WAS my little place, but it's alright.
fun times with the family. (:
i now have a coupon to renew my pass for another year from this summer!
i got like, three aero sweaters, two aero shirts, and some pjs from my parents.
i got pjs, knotts renewal, and fifty dollars from my dad's parents.
i got a hundred dollars, two sets of pjs, and a lint roller (it's useful. really) from my mom's parents.
eighty dollars to some store called ears abstract etc. in yorba linda from my uncle adrian.
i can't wait to go spend that.
fifty gold dollar coins from my uncle chad & (future) aunt audra.
...people seem to think pajamas are a good thing to get me.
but they're really fun, so i don't mind in the least.
i'm starting to get lonely here.
we should definately do something (:
but i've got some serious shopping to do.
need to finish my outfit for winter formal.
and just spendspendspend!
i know you're sooooo in (;
anywhoooo...
i must go now and sit by the warm fireplace and watch christmas specials i've seen ten thousand times before.
^but that's what christmas is about, isn't it...?
hasta la bye-bye.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
let it snow.
^for those of you that I told, be jealous (:
i saw my first true snowfall today.
a-m-a-z-i-n-g <3
i love the snow.
oh the weather outside is frightful.
but the fire is so delightful.
and if you've no place to go.
let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!
^that is exactly how i feel right now. (:
i saw my first true snowfall today.
a-m-a-z-i-n-g <3
i love the snow.
oh the weather outside is frightful.
but the fire is so delightful.
and if you've no place to go.
let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!
^that is exactly how i feel right now. (:
Sunday, December 7, 2008
downthroughthedownthroughthedownthroughthe... chimney?
so i've been neglecting my blog.
okay so since the thirtieth,
i had my birthday on the 2nd. (FIFTEEN<3)
annnnnd show week!
you know,
for the first time two days ago...
i finally realized what it feels like to want to be with someone for the rest of your life.
and it's amazing<3
so i've learned a few things this show week.
that i suck at association games.
and i'm starting to pwn at slide.
dipali and i have fun games of rock paper scissors on stage.
sooo i couldn't go to the cast party ><
i hear you guys had fun.. ?
..yeah, well my stupid mom...
ugh.
anyways i'm sick now.
i got sick before the show yesterday.
and i've spent the entire day in bed.
welllll ttyl.
conversation of the week...
"you know when i looked up you kind of looked like an angel. and coming from an athiest, that means a lot."
(:
okay so since the thirtieth,
i had my birthday on the 2nd. (FIFTEEN<3)
annnnnd show week!
you know,
for the first time two days ago...
i finally realized what it feels like to want to be with someone for the rest of your life.
and it's amazing<3
so i've learned a few things this show week.
that i suck at association games.
and i'm starting to pwn at slide.
dipali and i have fun games of rock paper scissors on stage.
sooo i couldn't go to the cast party ><
i hear you guys had fun.. ?
..yeah, well my stupid mom...
ugh.
anyways i'm sick now.
i got sick before the show yesterday.
and i've spent the entire day in bed.
welllll ttyl.
conversation of the week...
"you know when i looked up you kind of looked like an angel. and coming from an athiest, that means a lot."
(:
Sunday, November 30, 2008
hungry hungry hippos.
i watch too much food network and travel channel.
it's quite fantastic, though.
i've been watching all about buffets, donuts, hot dogs, etc.
makes me hungry.
i've been pretending i'm some kind of chef and cooking all day.
i made chocolate chip cookie bars with chocolate on them.
you're jealous. i can feel it.
i really want to go shopping.
and i need a few more things for my costumes for home for christmasssss!
ahh.
i'm going to buy earmuffs because they sound fun.
and i enjoy looking like a sheep. (:
well, i gotta finish some more homework to lessen my work load for the week.
i'm outt<3
it's quite fantastic, though.
i've been watching all about buffets, donuts, hot dogs, etc.
makes me hungry.
i've been pretending i'm some kind of chef and cooking all day.
i made chocolate chip cookie bars with chocolate on them.
you're jealous. i can feel it.
i really want to go shopping.
and i need a few more things for my costumes for home for christmasssss!
ahh.
i'm going to buy earmuffs because they sound fun.
and i enjoy looking like a sheep. (:
well, i gotta finish some more homework to lessen my work load for the week.
i'm outt<3
Friday, November 28, 2008
prada or nada?
i heard that at least four people died today due to sales.
seriously? people, we're losing the true meaning here.
that may sound hypocritical coming from someone who does want alot, but even i know it's not right to pull out a gun or TRAMPLE an innocent worker to get what you want.
or get into a fist fight outside a gucci store.
i hope the people that did this feel terrible.
they should.
well, unlike my opening statement in this blog, today was actually a rather good day.
i got mostly everything for my costumes.
and a new cell phone. (voyager)
...and fabulous shoes.
ahh. well, now that i've splurged, i can get back to thinking about what really matters.
like school.
life.
and ending world hunger (freerice.com).
so let's hop to it guys (:
remember the spirit and reason for the season, people.
i feel like i should get some community service in sometime soon.
peace out<3
seriously? people, we're losing the true meaning here.
that may sound hypocritical coming from someone who does want alot, but even i know it's not right to pull out a gun or TRAMPLE an innocent worker to get what you want.
or get into a fist fight outside a gucci store.
i hope the people that did this feel terrible.
they should.
well, unlike my opening statement in this blog, today was actually a rather good day.
i got mostly everything for my costumes.
and a new cell phone. (voyager)
...and fabulous shoes.
ahh. well, now that i've splurged, i can get back to thinking about what really matters.
like school.
life.
and ending world hunger (freerice.com).
so let's hop to it guys (:
remember the spirit and reason for the season, people.
i feel like i should get some community service in sometime soon.
peace out<3
Thursday, November 27, 2008
help end world hunger.
go to freerice.com
Answer the questions, any topic will do.
And for every question that you get right, the UN World Food Program donates 20 grains of rice to end world hunger.
There's questions on simple math, languages (spanish, french, etc.), chemistry (good periodic table practice), grammar, and definitions.
So, while you're giving thanks, give someone else something to be thankful for.
I'm sure every question counts for someone.<3
Answer the questions, any topic will do.
And for every question that you get right, the UN World Food Program donates 20 grains of rice to end world hunger.
There's questions on simple math, languages (spanish, french, etc.), chemistry (good periodic table practice), grammar, and definitions.
So, while you're giving thanks, give someone else something to be thankful for.
I'm sure every question counts for someone.<3
thankfully,
so i'm watching the jon & kate plus eight marathon.
great stuff<3
so, i'm going to compile a list of things that i am thankful for.
I'm thankful for oxygen, rain, nature, sunsets, beaches, california, snow, my family, my real friends (they know who they are), electricity, indoor plumbing, pancakes, MTV, clothes, dancing, singing, cars, panda bears, giraffes, zebras, cheetahs, lepoards, polar bears, my brothers, nail polish, shoes, urban outfitters, video games, cable television, facebook, blogger, food in my refrigerator, a room of my own, puppies, kittens, rainbows, catchy songs, taylor swift (i idolize her), teachers who care, students who want to learn, swain kids, my 'godsisters', carolyn, laptop computers, ipods, zunes, cell phones, inside jokes, disneyland, movie theatres, bus rides, addicting online games, three musketeers, starburst, coca-cola, vintage clothes, audrey hepburn, twiggy, the little black dress, dresses, windsor, dances, choir, choir shows, magazines, makeup, and last, but definately not least, I'm thankful for love. And Chris Gray<3
Well, now that I've said everything that I'm thankful to have/have exist...
I'd just like to say that you're one of my closest friends, but you keep forgetting me lately.
Well, whenever she's around you apparently don't want to be friends anymore, or something.
I really don't have a problem with you, just, know who your real friends are, babe.
I don't want to see you hurt.
jon & kate make me want to have a house full of children.
afterwhile, crocodiles.
great stuff<3
so, i'm going to compile a list of things that i am thankful for.
I'm thankful for oxygen, rain, nature, sunsets, beaches, california, snow, my family, my real friends (they know who they are), electricity, indoor plumbing, pancakes, MTV, clothes, dancing, singing, cars, panda bears, giraffes, zebras, cheetahs, lepoards, polar bears, my brothers, nail polish, shoes, urban outfitters, video games, cable television, facebook, blogger, food in my refrigerator, a room of my own, puppies, kittens, rainbows, catchy songs, taylor swift (i idolize her), teachers who care, students who want to learn, swain kids, my 'godsisters', carolyn, laptop computers, ipods, zunes, cell phones, inside jokes, disneyland, movie theatres, bus rides, addicting online games, three musketeers, starburst, coca-cola, vintage clothes, audrey hepburn, twiggy, the little black dress, dresses, windsor, dances, choir, choir shows, magazines, makeup, and last, but definately not least, I'm thankful for love. And Chris Gray<3
Well, now that I've said everything that I'm thankful to have/have exist...
I'd just like to say that you're one of my closest friends, but you keep forgetting me lately.
Well, whenever she's around you apparently don't want to be friends anymore, or something.
I really don't have a problem with you, just, know who your real friends are, babe.
I don't want to see you hurt.
jon & kate make me want to have a house full of children.
afterwhile, crocodiles.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
is this in my head, i don't know what to think..
ali should see the relation between our blog titles. (:
t-minus six days and counting until my fifteenth birthday.
(december 2nd for those who can't count...)
just wanted to say that. (:
well, today was particularly uneventful.
we took a jumping picture in PE for our soccer team.
alex moc and i talked for a really long time in geo.
english we had caddick.
lunch=oakc meeting.
choir was really boring today.
we had a miniature oa thanksgiving with moo, nathan, kevin, jin, jessica, karina, and me at boys/vj's.
and i went to my grandma's house.
tomorrow's thanksgiving, so expect a blog about all the things i'm thankful for.
i changed some of my ringtones today too.
i felt some rearranging was in order.
later, alligators.
t-minus six days and counting until my fifteenth birthday.
(december 2nd for those who can't count...)
just wanted to say that. (:
well, today was particularly uneventful.
we took a jumping picture in PE for our soccer team.
alex moc and i talked for a really long time in geo.
english we had caddick.
lunch=oakc meeting.
choir was really boring today.
we had a miniature oa thanksgiving with moo, nathan, kevin, jin, jessica, karina, and me at boys/vj's.
and i went to my grandma's house.
tomorrow's thanksgiving, so expect a blog about all the things i'm thankful for.
i changed some of my ringtones today too.
i felt some rearranging was in order.
later, alligators.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
let it rain.
so today was basically filled with 'aww' moments.
i'm quite happy right now.
i love someone, and it's going to rain.
what more can i possibly ask for?
so i guess i had to hurt some people, or just someone in particular.
and i can't say it enough that i'm sorry.
and you'll probably never trust me again.
i don't blame you.
i guess i can attempt to stay out of your life now.
to clarify for everyone, i am with christopher isaac gray, tyvm.
(:
i went to vj's with ali for the first time in forever afterschool.
makes me miss the old days.
makes me feel like i'm finally getting my normal back.
i love it.
so there's a special day in a week exactly.
DECEMBER 2=MY BDAY<3
my fifteenth.
no need for presents, just say happy bday on tuesday please.
i'm sleeeeepy.
and i have to help with thanksgiving dinner.
but that's quite alright, i don't mind too much.
i'm babysitting my little brothers right now.
my mom went to the store to get milk or something.
it sounds like a massacre in the living room.
...them and their bloody/gorey games.
hmph.
well, goodbye to you all.
i'm quite happy right now.
i love someone, and it's going to rain.
what more can i possibly ask for?
so i guess i had to hurt some people, or just someone in particular.
and i can't say it enough that i'm sorry.
and you'll probably never trust me again.
i don't blame you.
i guess i can attempt to stay out of your life now.
to clarify for everyone, i am with christopher isaac gray, tyvm.
(:
i went to vj's with ali for the first time in forever afterschool.
makes me miss the old days.
makes me feel like i'm finally getting my normal back.
i love it.
so there's a special day in a week exactly.
DECEMBER 2=MY BDAY<3
my fifteenth.
no need for presents, just say happy bday on tuesday please.
i'm sleeeeepy.
and i have to help with thanksgiving dinner.
but that's quite alright, i don't mind too much.
i'm babysitting my little brothers right now.
my mom went to the store to get milk or something.
it sounds like a massacre in the living room.
...them and their bloody/gorey games.
hmph.
well, goodbye to you all.
Monday, November 24, 2008
well, i never...
thought i'd be here.
thought i'd walk down the street crying my eyes out.
thought i'd know alex was right. so right.
thought i'd say the things i have.
thought i'd take you for granted.
ugh. i hurt so much right now.
life is feeling somewhat pointless.
thanks to the people making it somewhat worthwhile, then.
people stare at you and try and look over your shoulder when you write letters on the public bus.
especially when you've got tears in your eyes.
i feel like i want to go hide from the world right now.
thought i'd walk down the street crying my eyes out.
thought i'd know alex was right. so right.
thought i'd say the things i have.
thought i'd take you for granted.
ugh. i hurt so much right now.
life is feeling somewhat pointless.
thanks to the people making it somewhat worthwhile, then.
people stare at you and try and look over your shoulder when you write letters on the public bus.
especially when you've got tears in your eyes.
i feel like i want to go hide from the world right now.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
i'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
i sure hope you know how many people hate you already, anonymous blogger.
honestly, how many times are you going to strike people before you realize that it's stupid?
i've experienced enough people like you to know that this kind of crap comes from people with low self esteem.
so, please, stop. now.
or don't say i didn't warn you.
in other news, ayesha's sleepover was amazingly fun.
i got dip so many times XD
taboo is a fun game, when i'm not yelling out answers for the other team...
haley is a deep sleeper.
and they make batter blasters---pancake batter in a CAN. isn't that amazing?!
i got to see emily again! (:
i miss her SO much.
by the way, don't put your chocolate santa next to a laptop. it WILL melt.
well, i'm going to go now and do homework, and figure out where to go from here.
honestly, how many times are you going to strike people before you realize that it's stupid?
i've experienced enough people like you to know that this kind of crap comes from people with low self esteem.
so, please, stop. now.
or don't say i didn't warn you.
in other news, ayesha's sleepover was amazingly fun.
i got dip so many times XD
taboo is a fun game, when i'm not yelling out answers for the other team...
haley is a deep sleeper.
and they make batter blasters---pancake batter in a CAN. isn't that amazing?!
i got to see emily again! (:
i miss her SO much.
by the way, don't put your chocolate santa next to a laptop. it WILL melt.
well, i'm going to go now and do homework, and figure out where to go from here.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
it's ah, ah obvious.
right here's where the party starts.
with you and me, all alone,
no one has to know (:
^ i saw this one LIVE a month or so ago. but didn't realize it until i heard it XD
anyways, i quite like it.
with you and me, all alone,
no one has to know (:
^ i saw this one LIVE a month or so ago. but didn't realize it until i heard it XD
anyways, i quite like it.
and so the lion fell in love with a lamb.
...what a stupid lamb. what a sick machosistic lion.
okay so sometimes i lie.
but i guess that it turns out for the best.
(: i guess you would know what i mean. 11/21/08
anyways, yesterday was quite interesting.
i got to go see twilightttt<3
i could watch it again and again and again.
and again.
so anyone going to go see it take me please!
hahah.
yesterday i had no shirt on in the locker room, and then courtney and i had an awkward exchange XD
but i miss her so much.
freaking, ochsa, i'm so JEALOUS.
^i want to go there. ><
okay so i'm just going to let everyone, except for the people i told, figure out what happened on friday.
because i'm not going to blog about it now, maybe later.
or not.
you'll see, you silly confused people.
today is ayesha's sleepover.
so i'll be up laaaate.
hit me up, yeah?
17149444731.
okay so sometimes i lie.
but i guess that it turns out for the best.
(: i guess you would know what i mean. 11/21/08
anyways, yesterday was quite interesting.
i got to go see twilightttt<3
i could watch it again and again and again.
and again.
so anyone going to go see it take me please!
hahah.
yesterday i had no shirt on in the locker room, and then courtney and i had an awkward exchange XD
but i miss her so much.
freaking, ochsa, i'm so JEALOUS.
^i want to go there. ><
okay so i'm just going to let everyone, except for the people i told, figure out what happened on friday.
because i'm not going to blog about it now, maybe later.
or not.
you'll see, you silly confused people.
today is ayesha's sleepover.
so i'll be up laaaate.
hit me up, yeah?
17149444731.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
shirly temples & ferris wheels.
so yesterday was dipali's birthday party.
i was supposed to go to fall rally... but i ended up going to her party because of the fires.
but i was sooo happy i got to<3
i ended up spending most of the day with her, and shopping nonstop.
i even found a dress i'd LOVE to wear to winter formal.
(& i had to show it to ali so she wouldn't get it XD)
thanks for the great day yesterday, you guys.
even though for part of it i felt kind of sick, but it was still awesome.
first trip to irvine spectrum (:
so today i'm probably going to just do homework.
and make cupcakes!
i was going to go to the james bond movie, but i really don't think i should procrastinate any more than i already have.
so i'm eating leftover 4 cheese pasta from last night.
it's still yummy, btw.
well, i'll probably be back with some music to enrich your souls later.
buh-bye.
i was supposed to go to fall rally... but i ended up going to her party because of the fires.
but i was sooo happy i got to<3
i ended up spending most of the day with her, and shopping nonstop.
i even found a dress i'd LOVE to wear to winter formal.
(& i had to show it to ali so she wouldn't get it XD)
thanks for the great day yesterday, you guys.
even though for part of it i felt kind of sick, but it was still awesome.
first trip to irvine spectrum (:
so today i'm probably going to just do homework.
and make cupcakes!
i was going to go to the james bond movie, but i really don't think i should procrastinate any more than i already have.
so i'm eating leftover 4 cheese pasta from last night.
it's still yummy, btw.
well, i'll probably be back with some music to enrich your souls later.
buh-bye.
Friday, November 14, 2008
baby tell me how, how you love me now.
i really don't have time to write a detailed blog.
^just listen to the song above.
people just killed me today, and that was about it.
tomorrow is going to be fabulous because i get to go to FALL RALLY.
fall rally=SIXFLAGS!
and happy birthday to dipali.
i love you girl.
mostly i'm content with life right about now.
i have everything that i need.
(:
i'm sorry that i've hurt you--or whatever i've done.
i guess this is goodbye/moving on time?
that song above is for you.
i'm sure you know who you are.
considering i get songs for you to get stuck in your head ;D
so let's all just make friends and be happy.
pretty please?
Monday, November 10, 2008
jon & kate plus eight.
so i have no idea what i'm doing tomorrow.
but i've got lots of hw to do still.
ugh, well i still need to go hsm3.
so let's go, yeah?!
ugh so today 2&4th period was rather boring.
lunch=okay. sat in groover.
cluster we had a one fish in the water ker plunk competition.
it was fantastic.
sixth period was perverted as hell. and retarded.
malicious intent will get you NOwhere. mark my words.
i'm not saying you will rue the day, but watch yourself.
and if someone can't take who i am, and how i act..
well, i don't know how this is going to end up.
because i thought you understood me.
but apparently you sit in on ONE effing conversation and suddenly i'm extremely to blame for every damn thing.
yeah. thanks.
dance class brought my day up quite a bit.
victor kim makes me happy.
(:
so it's cold in my room right now, and i love it.
i get to wear lots of blankets to sleep.
that always makes me feel so safe and comfortable.
like nothing else ever has.
and my internet finally works again. so i'm at home.
yay!
and gossip girl is on.
after this i'm going to watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.
^gosh, that show makes me want to have so many kids.
and i have been watching 17 kids and counting too.
can you believe it, eighteen kids basically?!
they all believe in courtship and saving your first kiss until your wedding day.
...WOW.
the ways people are different.
i almost wish i could be as pure as them.
but it kind of sickens me at the same time.
gosh, but jon and kate are so in love.
...i think i'm probably going to cry on this episode.
take that one how you like, but i'm a sucker for REAL love.
not just that movies stuff.
i wish i could have that.
i want to know what it feels like to want someone for the rest of your life.
to have and hold, and raise children with.
maybe i've felt it, or at least something as close to it as i'll get at this age.
i guess it has it's ups and downs.
well i'm not going to go all philosophical on you...
so night loves;
but i've got lots of hw to do still.
ugh, well i still need to go hsm3.
so let's go, yeah?!
ugh so today 2&4th period was rather boring.
lunch=okay. sat in groover.
cluster we had a one fish in the water ker plunk competition.
it was fantastic.
sixth period was perverted as hell. and retarded.
malicious intent will get you NOwhere. mark my words.
i'm not saying you will rue the day, but watch yourself.
and if someone can't take who i am, and how i act..
well, i don't know how this is going to end up.
because i thought you understood me.
but apparently you sit in on ONE effing conversation and suddenly i'm extremely to blame for every damn thing.
yeah. thanks.
dance class brought my day up quite a bit.
victor kim makes me happy.
(:
so it's cold in my room right now, and i love it.
i get to wear lots of blankets to sleep.
that always makes me feel so safe and comfortable.
like nothing else ever has.
and my internet finally works again. so i'm at home.
yay!
and gossip girl is on.
after this i'm going to watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.
^gosh, that show makes me want to have so many kids.
and i have been watching 17 kids and counting too.
can you believe it, eighteen kids basically?!
they all believe in courtship and saving your first kiss until your wedding day.
...WOW.
the ways people are different.
i almost wish i could be as pure as them.
but it kind of sickens me at the same time.
gosh, but jon and kate are so in love.
...i think i'm probably going to cry on this episode.
take that one how you like, but i'm a sucker for REAL love.
not just that movies stuff.
i wish i could have that.
i want to know what it feels like to want someone for the rest of your life.
to have and hold, and raise children with.
maybe i've felt it, or at least something as close to it as i'll get at this age.
i guess it has it's ups and downs.
well i'm not going to go all philosophical on you...
so night loves;
Sunday, November 9, 2008
life without the internet.
is boring.
which is sad, you'd think that i'd find something to do.
but no.
so i went to my grandma's house to use her internet.
because mine is busted until about monday/tuesday.
i didn't think i loved it this much... until it was gone.
sounds like something else entirely, now, doesn't it?
i officially can NOT wait for fall rally.
i'm so excited to go on roller coasters.
(:
ughh but dipali has her birthday dinner the same day.
so i am so worried that i won't be back in time.
because then she'll hate me. ><
i still have to do some homework stuff, but not much, thankfully.
morp was fun friday.
this has been a tiring weekend.
i feel sick.
ms. morrissey is my hands down favorite teacher, well, she is.
sorry mrs. casanova. i still love you.
but you guys that dislike her really shouldn't.
(: shes a-w-e-s-o-m-e.
i still want to write a song, but i currently have ZERO inspiration.
^so inspire me, people.
which is sad, you'd think that i'd find something to do.
but no.
so i went to my grandma's house to use her internet.
because mine is busted until about monday/tuesday.
i didn't think i loved it this much... until it was gone.
sounds like something else entirely, now, doesn't it?
i officially can NOT wait for fall rally.
i'm so excited to go on roller coasters.
(:
ughh but dipali has her birthday dinner the same day.
so i am so worried that i won't be back in time.
because then she'll hate me. ><
i still have to do some homework stuff, but not much, thankfully.
morp was fun friday.
this has been a tiring weekend.
i feel sick.
ms. morrissey is my hands down favorite teacher, well, she is.
sorry mrs. casanova. i still love you.
but you guys that dislike her really shouldn't.
(: shes a-w-e-s-o-m-e.
i still want to write a song, but i currently have ZERO inspiration.
^so inspire me, people.
Friday, November 7, 2008
i don't want to belong, to anybody else right now.
^This is to you, and I'm sure that you'll know who you are.
...you always seem to.
"You wear your hair like it's your best accessory."
One Step At A Time
^okay so that song was my song of the day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzyys6kW8yg
it was playing as i came up to school.
and there was someone bouncing along perfectly to the beat he couldn't even hear.
hilarious stuff.
so the beginning of today was good as they normally come, i'd say.
freshasaurus found out some interesting stuff.
and rochelle totally made me happy by saying she could figure out my favorite christmas song on the piano (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzkK6_Rm-XA
^Bring Me Love- Marie Digby
so today was a free dress day.
and angie apparently guessed what i was going to wear.
so i guess i better change it up next time?
ahh. so much to worry about.
today is MORP. my dad's DJing...
so i have to chase about a bazillion cords around the garage.
and then help him set up.
chris is actually going to this dance, thankfully(:
by the way, today marks ONE YEAR, TWO MONTHS<3
just thought you should know.
i don't know what to wear to the dance.
probably just what i wore to school, or something like that.
hope you guys have a nice night and weekend.
we get tuesday off.
so let's make plans, yeah?
i feel like i'm going to write a song sometime soon. (:
XOXO.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzyys6kW8yg
it was playing as i came up to school.
and there was someone bouncing along perfectly to the beat he couldn't even hear.
hilarious stuff.
so the beginning of today was good as they normally come, i'd say.
freshasaurus found out some interesting stuff.
and rochelle totally made me happy by saying she could figure out my favorite christmas song on the piano (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzkK6_Rm-XA
^Bring Me Love- Marie Digby
so today was a free dress day.
and angie apparently guessed what i was going to wear.
so i guess i better change it up next time?
ahh. so much to worry about.
today is MORP. my dad's DJing...
so i have to chase about a bazillion cords around the garage.
and then help him set up.
chris is actually going to this dance, thankfully(:
by the way, today marks ONE YEAR, TWO MONTHS<3
just thought you should know.
i don't know what to wear to the dance.
probably just what i wore to school, or something like that.
hope you guys have a nice night and weekend.
we get tuesday off.
so let's make plans, yeah?
i feel like i'm going to write a song sometime soon. (:
XOXO.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
BARACK OBAMA(:
yes. yes. yes.
^that's all i have to say.
let's hope all the votes are counted right, and this nation is headed to a better place.
congrats to you, obama.
^that's all i have to say.
let's hope all the votes are counted right, and this nation is headed to a better place.
congrats to you, obama.
riding the tricycle. cheesecake & tequila.
today was...
-ali's "birthday"
-a "white supremacy" meeting
-a volunteering at club swain day.
-confusing in the love department.
-fitness testing (at which i failed miserably)
-a switched schedule.
so i woke up late this morning, and got to school with my hair wet.
first period went by really fast.
dipali asked me if i was going to cheesecake factory with her, and jeremy & nick thought she called me cheesecake. weirdos.
so then i went to math and discussed my life with alex while learning nothing about math.
fantastic, no?
WE'RE GONNA RIDE THE TRICYCLE!
she always needs some kind of "help" on her h/w.
well, i understand that i really do feel something for you both, and it's not just lust now.
it never was, but mistakenly misplaced feeling.
then came english, when i was totally prepared for my team. (:
hayley hugged me.
then we had a skit where i was aphrodite (goddess of love and beauty).
that one fits me for sure.
lunchtime ali and i stole bagels from mr. stevens.
i miss having him as a teacher.
then i sat at the white table during lunch.
i found the discussion there to be thoroughly moving.
and ali can't peel an orange.
choir was okay considering i got most of the dance down.
but i'm still sucking it up. sadly.
afterschool somebody made me unhappy.
and then someone made me happy (:
then i left for club swain helping.
i got to work with the fifth and sixth graders.
this one kid was mad when i beat him.
then they played this cone game where you had to get the cone across your line by whatever means neccessary. so you could carry/drag/chuck the other person across.
even tackle them and roll around in the grass.
there's a game i want to play in PE.
then i finally got my candy from ali's house.
yay sugary goodness.
btw, ali is delectable and succulent. just tell her that.
i went home. did some homework. went on the computer.
...made a phone call.
you know, just tell me when.
i know some part of you is fed up with me.
love isn't always so unconditional, even though i have experienced it that way constantly.
someone just needs to teach me a lesson.
but it's not going to happen, and i know that.
so i'm going to have to make myself stick to my laurels.
or whatever the saying is.
when i asked you what you want for christmas, one of those really cheesy responses was playing in my head. ("cue all i want for christmas is you song")
i'm a romantic, what can i say?
well, on the inside.
talking to you makes me feel better. happier.
it's like you are my drug of sorts.
and i'm addicted.
i really feel the need too see HSM3/The Haunting/TWILIGHT (when it comes out).
take me, please (:
XOXO for now.
-ali's "birthday"
-a "white supremacy" meeting
-a volunteering at club swain day.
-confusing in the love department.
-fitness testing (at which i failed miserably)
-a switched schedule.
so i woke up late this morning, and got to school with my hair wet.
first period went by really fast.
dipali asked me if i was going to cheesecake factory with her, and jeremy & nick thought she called me cheesecake. weirdos.
so then i went to math and discussed my life with alex while learning nothing about math.
fantastic, no?
WE'RE GONNA RIDE THE TRICYCLE!
she always needs some kind of "help" on her h/w.
well, i understand that i really do feel something for you both, and it's not just lust now.
it never was, but mistakenly misplaced feeling.
then came english, when i was totally prepared for my team. (:
hayley hugged me.
then we had a skit where i was aphrodite (goddess of love and beauty).
that one fits me for sure.
lunchtime ali and i stole bagels from mr. stevens.
i miss having him as a teacher.
then i sat at the white table during lunch.
i found the discussion there to be thoroughly moving.
and ali can't peel an orange.
choir was okay considering i got most of the dance down.
but i'm still sucking it up. sadly.
afterschool somebody made me unhappy.
and then someone made me happy (:
then i left for club swain helping.
i got to work with the fifth and sixth graders.
this one kid was mad when i beat him.
then they played this cone game where you had to get the cone across your line by whatever means neccessary. so you could carry/drag/chuck the other person across.
even tackle them and roll around in the grass.
there's a game i want to play in PE.
then i finally got my candy from ali's house.
yay sugary goodness.
btw, ali is delectable and succulent. just tell her that.
i went home. did some homework. went on the computer.
...made a phone call.
you know, just tell me when.
i know some part of you is fed up with me.
love isn't always so unconditional, even though i have experienced it that way constantly.
someone just needs to teach me a lesson.
but it's not going to happen, and i know that.
so i'm going to have to make myself stick to my laurels.
or whatever the saying is.
when i asked you what you want for christmas, one of those really cheesy responses was playing in my head. ("cue all i want for christmas is you song")
i'm a romantic, what can i say?
well, on the inside.
talking to you makes me feel better. happier.
it's like you are my drug of sorts.
and i'm addicted.
i really feel the need too see HSM3/The Haunting/TWILIGHT (when it comes out).
take me, please (:
XOXO for now.
Monday, November 3, 2008
use the force, luke.
so today was a seminormal day.
i did better than i thought on the bio test.
better than jeremy, not as good as chris.
ugh. i'm going to catch up to him one day.
he's better at me in sports, academics, writing, even freaking dancing.
i guess all i've got over him is my fabulous good looks and singing right?
i will cease to exist if he ever ups me on those.
today was a clingy day. i felt really, touchy.
weird, huh?
i guess i just feel like i'm not wanted or needed anywhere.
maybe i just have heard one too many of my dad's conspiracy theories.
well, afterschool i had dance class.
i love that linkin park song!
and humming it to sen se was interesting.
and isaac and i went on an adventure.
we went 'stalking' and walked all the way to la palma and got on the bus.
hahah fun(:
we stopped at carl's jr and got food.
and then we kept laughing at the fact that someone could drive by any second. XD
you'd know if you were there. take a guess.
then he couldn't get his dollar in the bus thing.
so the bus driver told him to use the force and then started singing the jepoardy theme really loud. it was fantastic.
then i got home. and well, finished my group's english poster and made notecards for everyone.
and now i'm here.
yeah...
i really don't know the choir dance still.
EPIC FAIL?! ahh. people need to stop saying that.
well i'm going to utterly drop dead and it's not going to be pretty.
you know, i'm really hoping to get stuck with someone in some random place.
an interesting someone.
and then we'd get to do lots of fun stuff that people stuck places get to do.
^make sense?
well, i'm extending an offer to you if you'd like to jam an elevator or something.
let me in on it.(:
toodles<3
i did better than i thought on the bio test.
better than jeremy, not as good as chris.
ugh. i'm going to catch up to him one day.
he's better at me in sports, academics, writing, even freaking dancing.
i guess all i've got over him is my fabulous good looks and singing right?
i will cease to exist if he ever ups me on those.
today was a clingy day. i felt really, touchy.
weird, huh?
i guess i just feel like i'm not wanted or needed anywhere.
maybe i just have heard one too many of my dad's conspiracy theories.
well, afterschool i had dance class.
i love that linkin park song!
and humming it to sen se was interesting.
and isaac and i went on an adventure.
we went 'stalking' and walked all the way to la palma and got on the bus.
hahah fun(:
we stopped at carl's jr and got food.
and then we kept laughing at the fact that someone could drive by any second. XD
you'd know if you were there. take a guess.
then he couldn't get his dollar in the bus thing.
so the bus driver told him to use the force and then started singing the jepoardy theme really loud. it was fantastic.
then i got home. and well, finished my group's english poster and made notecards for everyone.
and now i'm here.
yeah...
i really don't know the choir dance still.
EPIC FAIL?! ahh. people need to stop saying that.
well i'm going to utterly drop dead and it's not going to be pretty.
you know, i'm really hoping to get stuck with someone in some random place.
an interesting someone.
and then we'd get to do lots of fun stuff that people stuck places get to do.
^make sense?
well, i'm extending an offer to you if you'd like to jam an elevator or something.
let me in on it.(:
toodles<3
Saturday, November 1, 2008
cheerleading and silhouette painting.
so a belated happy halloween to everyone.
i was a cheerleader, and i wore my mom's old outfits on friday.
mr. cullinaine took a picture of me jumping with the pompoms.
i hope i don't look dorky ><
then i went trunk or treating. if you don't know what that is, you should.
and btw ryan, it's not mexican.
dia de los muertos is MEXICAN, okay?
...& i went trick-or-treating in sorrento (sp?) last night.
it was fuuun.
DARKNIGHT!
although kevin is convinced i'm trying to seduce him.
whatever.
there was an interesting little haunted house.
i had to pull ayesha and rochelle through there (:
night to remember, huh?
we all crashed at ryan's afterwards and invaded his house.
and watched ironman!
then i went back to ali's and we watched Because I Said So and talked for a long time.
& pigged out on candy! yum.
oh, and here's yesterday's conversation of the day for you:
alex moc: devyn i'm going to beat your cheerleader butt up.
me: well, i'm going to have the football team beat you up. i've got them all wrapped around my little finger.
jeremy: that's because you're screwing them all.
^that bitch!
today wasn't particularly eventful.
i was in charge of getting myself from ali's place over by western HS to OA.
and so i walked to fresh and easy, got some food, and took the bus down there.
although i was early for it, so i got off a stop early and walked the rest of the way.
so i was painting all day, and doing other productive things.
when you guys go to school on monday it's going to be wonderful!
if you people look at the silhouettes, just know that four of them are me.
(i'll give you one, the one with the heart is me...)
but i still need to do homework.
and there's another workday tomorrow!
ahh.
my mom's car broke down and she had to have it towed.
so my grandma picked me up, and is driving me places.
and so that's basically been my last two days.
i hope you all had a happy and safe halloween.
i was a cheerleader, and i wore my mom's old outfits on friday.
mr. cullinaine took a picture of me jumping with the pompoms.
i hope i don't look dorky ><
then i went trunk or treating. if you don't know what that is, you should.
and btw ryan, it's not mexican.
dia de los muertos is MEXICAN, okay?
...& i went trick-or-treating in sorrento (sp?) last night.
it was fuuun.
DARKNIGHT!
although kevin is convinced i'm trying to seduce him.
whatever.
there was an interesting little haunted house.
i had to pull ayesha and rochelle through there (:
night to remember, huh?
we all crashed at ryan's afterwards and invaded his house.
and watched ironman!
then i went back to ali's and we watched Because I Said So and talked for a long time.
& pigged out on candy! yum.
oh, and here's yesterday's conversation of the day for you:
alex moc: devyn i'm going to beat your cheerleader butt up.
me: well, i'm going to have the football team beat you up. i've got them all wrapped around my little finger.
jeremy: that's because you're screwing them all.
^that bitch!
today wasn't particularly eventful.
i was in charge of getting myself from ali's place over by western HS to OA.
and so i walked to fresh and easy, got some food, and took the bus down there.
although i was early for it, so i got off a stop early and walked the rest of the way.
so i was painting all day, and doing other productive things.
when you guys go to school on monday it's going to be wonderful!
if you people look at the silhouettes, just know that four of them are me.
(i'll give you one, the one with the heart is me...)
but i still need to do homework.
and there's another workday tomorrow!
ahh.
my mom's car broke down and she had to have it towed.
so my grandma picked me up, and is driving me places.
and so that's basically been my last two days.
i hope you all had a happy and safe halloween.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
i'm feeling histrionic.
and historical.
i just read a book that made me miss having history.
yeah, i really do love history (:
i know, it's slightly loserish. but aren't we all?
so i'm cooking stuff in the kitchen. and blogging.
and... studying.
excellent combination, i know.
you know, i really want to go to the grand canyon.
i was watching this TV show on the discovery channel of it's early life, inhabitants, researchers studying it, etcetc..
and i was actually INTRIGUED.
but i kept switching it because i did NOT want my fammy to know i was watching it.
so i guess you learned that i love history and science.
fabulous.
well, today was... okay.
i went to school.
my dad came after and signed the contract for MORP.
^he's dj-ing FYI.
and then nothing much really happened after that.
except i read a book for fun.
i stole it from my brother.
the title is something about shakespeare.
it was really interesting.
i read the whole thing in like, 2 hours.
it was 250ish pages.
i'm proud of myself!
i didn't know that shakespeare had controversy about if this poor man from stratford really wrote those plays that say so much about life, even today. anne boleyn was talked about in the book too, as well as queen elizabeth (her daughter, fyi.) and her said 'son' (not a proven fact) who may or may not have written the plays.
^facsinating, no?
so if you want to talk history, or just plain talk, i'm here.
hit me up(:
i just read a book that made me miss having history.
yeah, i really do love history (:
i know, it's slightly loserish. but aren't we all?
so i'm cooking stuff in the kitchen. and blogging.
and... studying.
excellent combination, i know.
you know, i really want to go to the grand canyon.
i was watching this TV show on the discovery channel of it's early life, inhabitants, researchers studying it, etcetc..
and i was actually INTRIGUED.
but i kept switching it because i did NOT want my fammy to know i was watching it.
so i guess you learned that i love history and science.
fabulous.
well, today was... okay.
i went to school.
my dad came after and signed the contract for MORP.
^he's dj-ing FYI.
and then nothing much really happened after that.
except i read a book for fun.
i stole it from my brother.
the title is something about shakespeare.
it was really interesting.
i read the whole thing in like, 2 hours.
it was 250ish pages.
i'm proud of myself!
i didn't know that shakespeare had controversy about if this poor man from stratford really wrote those plays that say so much about life, even today. anne boleyn was talked about in the book too, as well as queen elizabeth (her daughter, fyi.) and her said 'son' (not a proven fact) who may or may not have written the plays.
^facsinating, no?
so if you want to talk history, or just plain talk, i'm here.
hit me up(:
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
In the grand spirit of politics. and rich people.
DOOOO IT (:
Saw this meme on Baraka's site and couldn't resist! Its been so long since I meme'd.The McCains own 13 cars, eight homes and have access to a corporate jet. If you were as insanely rich as them, where would your eight homes be and why?The only rule is: The homes must be within the borders of the country you live in, so as to utterly emulate the McCains.When you’re done, tag 8 people, so that they may join in the self-indulgence, forgetting about the crappy property market and the equivalent of The End of Pompeii on Wall-Street. You could spend your time hammering your doors and windows shut in preparation for the Apocalypse, but this meme is so much more fun!If I were as insanely rich as the McCains I’d live in:
1. A loft in upper east side NYC: The setting of Gossip Girl, hey, and it might come with the clothes too.
2. A mansion in Beverly Hills, CA: Maybe I'd meet a rich cutie next door.
3. A huge house in Cypress, CA: So I could be freaking close to school and wake up at seven. House parties!
4. Beach house on the big island of Hawaii: can't you just see me now, laying in the sand?
5. Penthouse suite at the Grand Floridian in Orlando, CA. Gotta love Disney.
6. Sleeping Beauty Castle in Disneyland, CA: I'm a princess at heart. You all knew that one.
7. Mansion near the Coronado in San Diego, CA. Or near La Jolla. I'm not picky. I just want a house somewhere around there.
8. Although I'd normally pick Vegas here, I'll leave that for Dipali to do. So we'll share. So for my last spot I choose a house in New England. I'd really love to live there. Or maybe Cape Cod.
^So now that I've spilled my dream places...
You should too.
These last few days have been politics-filled, boring, and strenuous.
I had to sit through hours of beginning choirs singing these classical music songs.
UGH. I almost cried.
But hey, I got to miss school. And spend some time with my bf, so it's fine.
Thinking about these places listed above has got me thinking about my future a great deal.
I don't know where I'm going with this at all, so before I get all philosophical on you, I'm going to go.
Saw this meme on Baraka's site and couldn't resist! Its been so long since I meme'd.The McCains own 13 cars, eight homes and have access to a corporate jet. If you were as insanely rich as them, where would your eight homes be and why?The only rule is: The homes must be within the borders of the country you live in, so as to utterly emulate the McCains.When you’re done, tag 8 people, so that they may join in the self-indulgence, forgetting about the crappy property market and the equivalent of The End of Pompeii on Wall-Street. You could spend your time hammering your doors and windows shut in preparation for the Apocalypse, but this meme is so much more fun!If I were as insanely rich as the McCains I’d live in:
1. A loft in upper east side NYC: The setting of Gossip Girl, hey, and it might come with the clothes too.
2. A mansion in Beverly Hills, CA: Maybe I'd meet a rich cutie next door.
3. A huge house in Cypress, CA: So I could be freaking close to school and wake up at seven. House parties!
4. Beach house on the big island of Hawaii: can't you just see me now, laying in the sand?
5. Penthouse suite at the Grand Floridian in Orlando, CA. Gotta love Disney.
6. Sleeping Beauty Castle in Disneyland, CA: I'm a princess at heart. You all knew that one.
7. Mansion near the Coronado in San Diego, CA. Or near La Jolla. I'm not picky. I just want a house somewhere around there.
8. Although I'd normally pick Vegas here, I'll leave that for Dipali to do. So we'll share. So for my last spot I choose a house in New England. I'd really love to live there. Or maybe Cape Cod.
^So now that I've spilled my dream places...
You should too.
These last few days have been politics-filled, boring, and strenuous.
I had to sit through hours of beginning choirs singing these classical music songs.
UGH. I almost cried.
But hey, I got to miss school. And spend some time with my bf, so it's fine.
Thinking about these places listed above has got me thinking about my future a great deal.
I don't know where I'm going with this at all, so before I get all philosophical on you, I'm going to go.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
politics and mud slinging.
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That made me laugh.
I also saw another sign that said "You stole our Obama sign. We bought another one. Obama campaign gets more money."
^that sounds like something that I would do.
Well, I'll see you guys tomorrow.
Already posted today, so no need to make this a long one.
That made me laugh.
I also saw another sign that said "You stole our Obama sign. We bought another one. Obama campaign gets more money."
^that sounds like something that I would do.
Well, I'll see you guys tomorrow.
Already posted today, so no need to make this a long one.
golf carts & pasta sauce.
yesterday was kind of fun.
i was at school at like, eleven.
I helped out YPW people for a little while, and then I went over to the choir room.
mr. hogan apparently can use chopsticks, but doesn't think panda express is worthy of it because it's not "real chinese food".
I actually talked to him for about an hour, and learned quite a few things about him.
sure, sometimes he can be weird, but it's not like he chose to come to OA.
he taught at kennedy for a number of years and was taken without his consent and moved here.
so cut him some slack.
by the way, he taught American Idol's Lisa Tucker for three years.
he said she was really nice, as well as extremely talented.
but yeah, i didn't die or writhe in pain. (:
then soojee showed up and we went to the piano and practiced our songs a few times.
then one of those vocal motion moms put us to work.
we needed to take like, thirty or so bottles of pasta sauce and move them to the kitchen from the closet in the choir room.
and soojee and i, as efficient as we are, found the janitor and got him to use his golf cart to help us.
it was fun to ride in.
i got shotgun.(:
we got a lot of work done, and isamar came too.
finally the keyclubbers came and we were freed to do whatever.
so we went in the choir room, and i used my shirt/dress to change. XD
then isamar and i had to fold ten million programs.
seriously, are we all folding inept?
well, i folded them, and isamar painted her nails orange.
then i enlisted a bunch of eigth graders to help us.
smarrrrrt!
jared didn't want to give the freshman a clipboard ><
stupid SC'er.
...he got the opening night/comedy tonight stuck in my head.
and his pants were too high, so i made fun of him (:
performance was okay.
daaanng the ratio of guys to girls in the JH choir is off.
1 guy to like, ten girls.
i swear.
freshies did pretty good for the amount of time that we had to prepare.
choir clinic tuesday!
& mi novio knows how to make me mad. ahhh.
i still love him, though.
even if he did bump me where i got a flu shot. owwy.
nothing much happened today, just gotta finish my homework up.
i was at school at like, eleven.
I helped out YPW people for a little while, and then I went over to the choir room.
mr. hogan apparently can use chopsticks, but doesn't think panda express is worthy of it because it's not "real chinese food".
I actually talked to him for about an hour, and learned quite a few things about him.
sure, sometimes he can be weird, but it's not like he chose to come to OA.
he taught at kennedy for a number of years and was taken without his consent and moved here.
so cut him some slack.
by the way, he taught American Idol's Lisa Tucker for three years.
he said she was really nice, as well as extremely talented.
but yeah, i didn't die or writhe in pain. (:
then soojee showed up and we went to the piano and practiced our songs a few times.
then one of those vocal motion moms put us to work.
we needed to take like, thirty or so bottles of pasta sauce and move them to the kitchen from the closet in the choir room.
and soojee and i, as efficient as we are, found the janitor and got him to use his golf cart to help us.
it was fun to ride in.
i got shotgun.(:
we got a lot of work done, and isamar came too.
finally the keyclubbers came and we were freed to do whatever.
so we went in the choir room, and i used my shirt/dress to change. XD
then isamar and i had to fold ten million programs.
seriously, are we all folding inept?
well, i folded them, and isamar painted her nails orange.
then i enlisted a bunch of eigth graders to help us.
smarrrrrt!
jared didn't want to give the freshman a clipboard ><
stupid SC'er.
...he got the opening night/comedy tonight stuck in my head.
and his pants were too high, so i made fun of him (:
performance was okay.
daaanng the ratio of guys to girls in the JH choir is off.
1 guy to like, ten girls.
i swear.
freshies did pretty good for the amount of time that we had to prepare.
choir clinic tuesday!
& mi novio knows how to make me mad. ahhh.
i still love him, though.
even if he did bump me where i got a flu shot. owwy.
nothing much happened today, just gotta finish my homework up.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
mexican 'family' & those two koreans ><
ahh me and karina have some people to kill (:
coughcough.
besides that, today was somewhat okay.
i was having insane mood swings, and it's not even 'that time' either.
crazy.
i'm sorry for the people i screeched at, although some deserved it.
at least someone was there to stop me from laying in traffic.
thank you, by the way.
i have no idea if you even read my blog, but thanks.
on another note,
skinkis is sure i'm lactose intolerant.
i hope not.
my tummy just hurts when i drink milk and eat ice cream. ><
ugh.
johnny started talking about his viet 'family' during lunch, so i said my mexican family welcomes everyone!
me= mexican because i'm halfff(:
johnny= mexican because he likes food.
haley= mexican because she likes to party.
rochelle=mexican because she loves food.
jasmine=mexican because she's brown.
mahak= mexican because she plays soccer.
chris= mexican because people think so/ he plays soccer.
& somehow dip found her way into the convo...
dipali=mexican because she likes tequila XD
yay fammy<3
care to join?
so there's this awesomely cool Nesquik machine at school now.
i really want to buy some, only it makes my tummy hurt. uhh.
whatever. i like chocolate milk. maybe it'll give me a reason to go to the office.
i finally paid for fall rally/division tshirt!
it's going to be FUN(:
NOTE; my blog title is from the song "Seasons of Love" from Rent.
"five hundred, twenty five thousand, six hundred minutes..."
fyi.
Pasta Dinner in t minus two days!
& i've got a bestie back<3
later guys.
coughcough.
besides that, today was somewhat okay.
i was having insane mood swings, and it's not even 'that time' either.
crazy.
i'm sorry for the people i screeched at, although some deserved it.
at least someone was there to stop me from laying in traffic.
thank you, by the way.
i have no idea if you even read my blog, but thanks.
on another note,
skinkis is sure i'm lactose intolerant.
i hope not.
my tummy just hurts when i drink milk and eat ice cream. ><
ugh.
johnny started talking about his viet 'family' during lunch, so i said my mexican family welcomes everyone!
me= mexican because i'm halfff(:
johnny= mexican because he likes food.
haley= mexican because she likes to party.
rochelle=mexican because she loves food.
jasmine=mexican because she's brown.
mahak= mexican because she plays soccer.
chris= mexican because people think so/ he plays soccer.
& somehow dip found her way into the convo...
dipali=mexican because she likes tequila XD
yay fammy<3
care to join?
so there's this awesomely cool Nesquik machine at school now.
i really want to buy some, only it makes my tummy hurt. uhh.
whatever. i like chocolate milk. maybe it'll give me a reason to go to the office.
i finally paid for fall rally/division tshirt!
it's going to be FUN(:
NOTE; my blog title is from the song "Seasons of Love" from Rent.
"five hundred, twenty five thousand, six hundred minutes..."
fyi.
Pasta Dinner in t minus two days!
& i've got a bestie back<3
later guys.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
poetic justice, pizza, and S word buddies.
the title says it all about my day.
i was so... poetic today.
and bad (I went on my phone on the internet in geometry. check my status on facebook!)
so in the last five minutes before math class wrapped up, and we had a sub, btw...
alex moc and i wrote a poem!
the ceiling is white.
the sky is blue.
1+1=2.
kevin is a frog.
this is going in my blog.
ribbit ribbit, so.
kevin's such a ho.
^and sofa is too (:
11+11=22.
& for haley...
haley is cool.
^that should be a rule.
so yeah. i'm contemplating telling the rest of my story... but i guess i will.
so as of geo today i have a sex buddy, YAY. hahah. i'm actually kind of afraid ><
oh well, anyways, you know who you are. (:
you people who stayed after school with me today better love me.
i walked to the liquor store, bought a 2 liter and cups for you guys, ordered a pizza, had it delivered, and PAID for it all. I'm so nice huh? Bet you wish you'd stayed now!
okay so right before choir today SOMEONE decided to put a damper on my day by being a little weird. but whatever. i forgive you now. i still want to go see if the moon is made of cheese, btw.
and i talked like a gremlin to ali, it freaked her out.
& i'm doing dirty work for people. it's kind of fun.
rumors bug the crap out of me.
....and also, i'd like to know why so many guys have asked me who i'd go out with if i wasn't with chris. what's up with that?
well, i think i'm reading into everything too much lately. or not enough?
what do you guys think?
well, i'm bored of this blog and all it's senseless nonsense.
cell it if you want to talk.(call/text)
17149444731
(:
i was so... poetic today.
and bad (I went on my phone on the internet in geometry. check my status on facebook!)
so in the last five minutes before math class wrapped up, and we had a sub, btw...
alex moc and i wrote a poem!
the ceiling is white.
the sky is blue.
1+1=2.
kevin is a frog.
this is going in my blog.
ribbit ribbit, so.
kevin's such a ho.
^and sofa is too (:
11+11=22.
& for haley...
haley is cool.
^that should be a rule.
so yeah. i'm contemplating telling the rest of my story... but i guess i will.
so as of geo today i have a sex buddy, YAY. hahah. i'm actually kind of afraid ><
oh well, anyways, you know who you are. (:
you people who stayed after school with me today better love me.
i walked to the liquor store, bought a 2 liter and cups for you guys, ordered a pizza, had it delivered, and PAID for it all. I'm so nice huh? Bet you wish you'd stayed now!
okay so right before choir today SOMEONE decided to put a damper on my day by being a little weird. but whatever. i forgive you now. i still want to go see if the moon is made of cheese, btw.
and i talked like a gremlin to ali, it freaked her out.
& i'm doing dirty work for people. it's kind of fun.
rumors bug the crap out of me.
....and also, i'd like to know why so many guys have asked me who i'd go out with if i wasn't with chris. what's up with that?
well, i think i'm reading into everything too much lately. or not enough?
what do you guys think?
well, i'm bored of this blog and all it's senseless nonsense.
cell it if you want to talk.(call/text)
17149444731
(:
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
semana de RED RIBBON!
so yeah.
red ribbon week.
DON'T DO DRUGS!
okay, so now that's out of the way I can talk.
first of all, i'm not going to talk about how our class needs to 'reform' or whatever, because that's been covered already by some of mi amigas.
let me just quote my former cluster teacher.
"Adults are those who can put themselves in check. Children need to be put in check by someone else." -Mr. Scott Brady Eastridge (:
^Guys, honestly.
in other news, i am seriously confused about all this boyfriend/girlfriend business.
it's hilarious how people wrap themselves up in these master planned schemes to engineer the perfect way to make this guy/girl notice them.
& 'flirting lessons' are hilarious.
Karina shouldn't talk in spanish about her personal problems because Francesca thinks she means something different. WANT=WAR.XD
today was a normal day. not much really went on.
i ate a warhead and cringed. jenna caught it on camera.
that's one that's NOT going on YouTube.
BTW. There's a choir show saturday in the gym.
Ten Dollars.
There's food at 5.
Show at 7.
And we are soooo not ready.
Leave it to Mr. Hogan to freak me out completely by telling us the song we're going to do a WEEK before.
i'm going to shoot myself before this week is out.
dance krew was amazingly fun yesterday<3
DIPDIPDIPDIP(:
My dad is apparently DJing for the cheap dance, morp.
He's going to have a distorted view of all the 'nerdy people' at oa once that's said and done.
and i'm on his "tech crew" so i'm going early to help him set up. yeaahh!
I've got some geo homework to finish up, and then I'm going to watch random TV shows and That 70's Show on demand.
i don't have much to rant about today considering it wasn't bad or good, exactly.
happy medium?
possibly.
i guess that all i really want to tirade about today is the fact that i don't know where we can find balance. we did it all last year, why not now..? what is so wrong with the people I like to hang out with?...
you know, i'm not even going to bother anymore.
OAKC meeting para manana!
yay fall rally(:
^gotta pay still, yikes!
XOXO (:
red ribbon week.
DON'T DO DRUGS!
okay, so now that's out of the way I can talk.
first of all, i'm not going to talk about how our class needs to 'reform' or whatever, because that's been covered already by some of mi amigas.
let me just quote my former cluster teacher.
"Adults are those who can put themselves in check. Children need to be put in check by someone else." -Mr. Scott Brady Eastridge (:
^Guys, honestly.
in other news, i am seriously confused about all this boyfriend/girlfriend business.
it's hilarious how people wrap themselves up in these master planned schemes to engineer the perfect way to make this guy/girl notice them.
& 'flirting lessons' are hilarious.
Karina shouldn't talk in spanish about her personal problems because Francesca thinks she means something different. WANT=WAR.XD
today was a normal day. not much really went on.
i ate a warhead and cringed. jenna caught it on camera.
that's one that's NOT going on YouTube.
BTW. There's a choir show saturday in the gym.
Ten Dollars.
There's food at 5.
Show at 7.
And we are soooo not ready.
Leave it to Mr. Hogan to freak me out completely by telling us the song we're going to do a WEEK before.
i'm going to shoot myself before this week is out.
dance krew was amazingly fun yesterday<3
DIPDIPDIPDIP(:
My dad is apparently DJing for the cheap dance, morp.
He's going to have a distorted view of all the 'nerdy people' at oa once that's said and done.
and i'm on his "tech crew" so i'm going early to help him set up. yeaahh!
I've got some geo homework to finish up, and then I'm going to watch random TV shows and That 70's Show on demand.
i don't have much to rant about today considering it wasn't bad or good, exactly.
happy medium?
possibly.
i guess that all i really want to tirade about today is the fact that i don't know where we can find balance. we did it all last year, why not now..? what is so wrong with the people I like to hang out with?...
you know, i'm not even going to bother anymore.
OAKC meeting para manana!
yay fall rally(:
^gotta pay still, yikes!
XOXO (:
Sunday, October 19, 2008
concerts<3
So last night was amazingly fun.
Especially when I got to the front! & William from TAI touched me, btw(:
So all the pushing, sweaty people, and pain was worth it.
I caught a guitar pick for Francesca, too.
When I took a shower this morning, I found bruises from the concert people on my leg and hip.
Owwy ><
When William jumped into the audience, the fans attacked, I swear. They unbuttoned his shirt XD
But they played basically every song I wanted them too.
And so did We the Kings.
<3 I'm so glad I went.
Now I'm going to attack Ebay and whatever other place I need to in order to get tickets for Cobra Starship.
The Walk for Hope was pretty fun too.
A good amount of people I knew were there, too.
We played on the playground after! (:
& Sari is a freaking camerawhore.
Hahah.
Well, that was my day yesterday.
Now I've got to do homework today. Fabulous.
First choir show, Pasta Dinner, is SATURDAY. We just learned what songs we are going to do on FRIDAY. Ugh. This next week is going to be wonderful...
That's all for now.
Especially when I got to the front! & William from TAI touched me, btw(:
So all the pushing, sweaty people, and pain was worth it.
I caught a guitar pick for Francesca, too.
When I took a shower this morning, I found bruises from the concert people on my leg and hip.
Owwy ><
When William jumped into the audience, the fans attacked, I swear. They unbuttoned his shirt XD
But they played basically every song I wanted them too.
And so did We the Kings.
<3 I'm so glad I went.
Now I'm going to attack Ebay and whatever other place I need to in order to get tickets for Cobra Starship.
The Walk for Hope was pretty fun too.
A good amount of people I knew were there, too.
We played on the playground after! (:
& Sari is a freaking camerawhore.
Hahah.
Well, that was my day yesterday.
Now I've got to do homework today. Fabulous.
First choir show, Pasta Dinner, is SATURDAY. We just learned what songs we are going to do on FRIDAY. Ugh. This next week is going to be wonderful...
That's all for now.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
early in the morning.
so it's like, six thirty AM.
and i am obviously awake.
unless i've developed some kind of sleep blogging abilities.
^which would be very cool, just risky.
so anyways, i'm about to hop in the shower and get ready to start my day.
first on my list is the Walk for Hope, a three mile trek across El Dorado East Regional Park in Long Beach, CA. So yeah, I'm going to be seriously tired after that. I'm thinking naptime! (:
Then I'm going to kick it at Francesca's house until---
THE CONCERT<3
yay.
I'm so going to be back late tonight/tomorrow to blog about that one.
My camera is charging as we speak... or I blog, whatever.
Anyways, I'm pumped now!
WHOO(:
Text it today, if you want to talk.
I probably won't be around until tomorrow afternoon, I'm feeling a twelve hour sleep in. XD
1(714)944-4731
Later cuties. XOXO
and i am obviously awake.
unless i've developed some kind of sleep blogging abilities.
^which would be very cool, just risky.
so anyways, i'm about to hop in the shower and get ready to start my day.
first on my list is the Walk for Hope, a three mile trek across El Dorado East Regional Park in Long Beach, CA. So yeah, I'm going to be seriously tired after that. I'm thinking naptime! (:
Then I'm going to kick it at Francesca's house until---
THE CONCERT<3
yay.
I'm so going to be back late tonight/tomorrow to blog about that one.
My camera is charging as we speak... or I blog, whatever.
Anyways, I'm pumped now!
WHOO(:
Text it today, if you want to talk.
I probably won't be around until tomorrow afternoon, I'm feeling a twelve hour sleep in. XD
1(714)944-4731
Later cuties. XOXO
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
stuck in the middle with you.
okay so you apparently had something to tell me today, but didn't get around to it.
another thing that's going to eat me alive. whatever, you don't seem to care too much.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people that treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.
^ I'm living by that from now on.
After a momentary brain lapse, I decided I'm going to tell you all about my misadventures of the day.
Well, I found out someone has a 'to kill' list.
Personally, I'm not too thrilled about that one.
So I played tennis after school with the tennis buddies... and Tom.
But whatever about him.
So Isaac and I walked to the liquor store to get drinks because the tennis courts are lacking a refreshment system... It was quite enthralling, actually.
Our talks are always fun (:
Key club meeting today, and I signed up for the Walk for Hope. So I get to walk three miles on Saturday. Fantastic. Actually, it sounds extremely fun.
Choir choreography was weird. I'm getting so tired of that dance ><
& I realized I'm going to be fifteen in less than two months! YES<3
Other than that, my day was particularly uneventful. That's how it goes, I guess.
...I just never get to see enough of you anymore, do I?
Well, I'd like to know where we stand, please. I'm so confused.
XOXO honey.
another thing that's going to eat me alive. whatever, you don't seem to care too much.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people that treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.
^ I'm living by that from now on.
After a momentary brain lapse, I decided I'm going to tell you all about my misadventures of the day.
Well, I found out someone has a 'to kill' list.
Personally, I'm not too thrilled about that one.
So I played tennis after school with the tennis buddies... and Tom.
But whatever about him.
So Isaac and I walked to the liquor store to get drinks because the tennis courts are lacking a refreshment system... It was quite enthralling, actually.
Our talks are always fun (:
Key club meeting today, and I signed up for the Walk for Hope. So I get to walk three miles on Saturday. Fantastic. Actually, it sounds extremely fun.
Choir choreography was weird. I'm getting so tired of that dance ><
& I realized I'm going to be fifteen in less than two months! YES<3
Other than that, my day was particularly uneventful. That's how it goes, I guess.
...I just never get to see enough of you anymore, do I?
Well, I'd like to know where we stand, please. I'm so confused.
XOXO honey.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
this day could have been bad.
...but people made it better for me.<3
(thanks francesccaaa!)
OMG.
so my parents are freaking fighting. again.
I HATE this.
One day i'm going to up and split if this keeps going on.
but hey, I get to walk for hope & go to a concert on saturday, so it's alllllll good. (:
ahh, so i guess i've basically finished my homework.
but if i get caught blogging again instead of 'studying' i'm busted.
yeah, thanks alot brothers ><
but anywho, there's alot on my mind right now.
like i really feel like writing a song.
OH BTW, you should listen to Hey Monday.
People keep saying that she's trying to be a fayley, but seriously. I kind of like their almost pop-esque kind of feel.
people. i need to hear a good joke. life is getting really boring.
if you have a really good one, i'll love you forever<3
wow. afterschool was interesting.
okay, no, it wasn't interesting. it was downright freaky. honestly, people need to get grips on themselves and realizes it's going to be columbine (sp?)/ virginia tech all over again if we don't all work out our problematic self esteem levels and quaky friendships.
because life isn't cutting it right now.
by the way, you looked almost, dare i say it, menacing.
^or maybe it was just me.
but you'll get over yourself (:
well i'm going to draw this one into a close.
text it.
17149444731
(thanks francesccaaa!)
OMG.
so my parents are freaking fighting. again.
I HATE this.
One day i'm going to up and split if this keeps going on.
but hey, I get to walk for hope & go to a concert on saturday, so it's alllllll good. (:
ahh, so i guess i've basically finished my homework.
but if i get caught blogging again instead of 'studying' i'm busted.
yeah, thanks alot brothers ><
but anywho, there's alot on my mind right now.
like i really feel like writing a song.
OH BTW, you should listen to Hey Monday.
People keep saying that she's trying to be a fayley, but seriously. I kind of like their almost pop-esque kind of feel.
people. i need to hear a good joke. life is getting really boring.
if you have a really good one, i'll love you forever<3
wow. afterschool was interesting.
okay, no, it wasn't interesting. it was downright freaky. honestly, people need to get grips on themselves and realizes it's going to be columbine (sp?)/ virginia tech all over again if we don't all work out our problematic self esteem levels and quaky friendships.
because life isn't cutting it right now.
by the way, you looked almost, dare i say it, menacing.
^or maybe it was just me.
but you'll get over yourself (:
well i'm going to draw this one into a close.
text it.
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
First thoughts & Rollercoasters
Write the first thing you think of when you see the letter. It has to start with that letter.
A: atrocious.
B: bird.
C: chris<3
D: dayummm.
E: elephant.
F: freak.
G: guud.
H: hot.
I: icy.
J: jam.
K: kick.
L: love.
M: mine, mine!
N: NOOO!
O: oxnerds.
P: pancakes.
Q: quick like a bunny.
R: rubio!
S: shake it. / secondhand serenade
T: taking the long road.
U: USC.
V: Vampire
W: Will you marry me..?
X: Xylophone.
Y: yodel.
Z: Zebra!
Dang. Life is a rollercoaster isn't it.
I mean, really, how many times a day do you feel like you are on a complete high, and then ten minutes later you're thinking something completely different. So this is my second post of the day, and I'm feeling considerably better than my first one. Seriously, it's insane how much can change in a minute, let alone a day. And I've learned from personal experience that a week can change your life. (: Well, a moment can, as well. It's interesting that something you choose to do, or not to do, right now could be such a huge impact in the future. I guess there really are some people you don't realize are right until you've already blown them off and not listened to them. I'm sorry about that. Really, maybe you're more right than I give you credit for being, huh? But I'll never say that to your face. It would make you feel too good about yourself. Then again, maybe I'll steal it and then take your soccer ball. (: Yeah, right.
Right now I'm mostly concerned with what I'm going to wear tomorrow. What are you supposed to wear when you have no idea what the weather's supposed to be? No, really. I keep thinking that if I wear long pants and lots of layers and stuff, that I'm going to be sweltering. Ugh. The things I have to deal with.
Or maybe it's just these things that I choose to distract myself with. I find that I'm extremely good at not looking big picture, or even to the future. I just go with whatever is happening that I really don't have to deal with right at the moment, in an effort to ignore the matters at hand.
So I didn't really have much to blog about, I just felt like writing and telling you all how I'm feeling a little better about life/myself in general. Things are looking up.
Before I go I think that I should say something about a certain someone who is very important to me. Really, you've stuck by me for how long? A year, one month, and 5 days. Yes, I counted. I just can't believe you've stuck around through all of this. Sometimes I think that all I've ever brought to you is suffering and stupidity. Grief and blasphemy. Then I look at you and remember how good it feels to want you, to need you with me. Yeah, I do think I need you. I don't care what anyone else thinks, either. I'm living my life for me, and those who don't agree can just vow never to do what I did/have done/am doing. Really, I think that you coming into my life was the best thing to happen, ever. I'm sorry for what I've done to you. I try, I really do. Sometimes it may not seem like I am even aware of your prescence, but there's rarely a second that goes by when I don't think of you. Wow, I love you. <3 & you know who you are.
A: atrocious.
B: bird.
C: chris<3
D: dayummm.
E: elephant.
F: freak.
G: guud.
H: hot.
I: icy.
J: jam.
K: kick.
L: love.
M: mine, mine!
N: NOOO!
O: oxnerds.
P: pancakes.
Q: quick like a bunny.
R: rubio!
S: shake it. / secondhand serenade
T: taking the long road.
U: USC.
V: Vampire
W: Will you marry me..?
X: Xylophone.
Y: yodel.
Z: Zebra!
Dang. Life is a rollercoaster isn't it.
I mean, really, how many times a day do you feel like you are on a complete high, and then ten minutes later you're thinking something completely different. So this is my second post of the day, and I'm feeling considerably better than my first one. Seriously, it's insane how much can change in a minute, let alone a day. And I've learned from personal experience that a week can change your life. (: Well, a moment can, as well. It's interesting that something you choose to do, or not to do, right now could be such a huge impact in the future. I guess there really are some people you don't realize are right until you've already blown them off and not listened to them. I'm sorry about that. Really, maybe you're more right than I give you credit for being, huh? But I'll never say that to your face. It would make you feel too good about yourself. Then again, maybe I'll steal it and then take your soccer ball. (: Yeah, right.
Right now I'm mostly concerned with what I'm going to wear tomorrow. What are you supposed to wear when you have no idea what the weather's supposed to be? No, really. I keep thinking that if I wear long pants and lots of layers and stuff, that I'm going to be sweltering. Ugh. The things I have to deal with.
Or maybe it's just these things that I choose to distract myself with. I find that I'm extremely good at not looking big picture, or even to the future. I just go with whatever is happening that I really don't have to deal with right at the moment, in an effort to ignore the matters at hand.
So I didn't really have much to blog about, I just felt like writing and telling you all how I'm feeling a little better about life/myself in general. Things are looking up.
Before I go I think that I should say something about a certain someone who is very important to me. Really, you've stuck by me for how long? A year, one month, and 5 days. Yes, I counted. I just can't believe you've stuck around through all of this. Sometimes I think that all I've ever brought to you is suffering and stupidity. Grief and blasphemy. Then I look at you and remember how good it feels to want you, to need you with me. Yeah, I do think I need you. I don't care what anyone else thinks, either. I'm living my life for me, and those who don't agree can just vow never to do what I did/have done/am doing. Really, I think that you coming into my life was the best thing to happen, ever. I'm sorry for what I've done to you. I try, I really do. Sometimes it may not seem like I am even aware of your prescence, but there's rarely a second that goes by when I don't think of you. Wow, I love you. <3 & you know who you are.
The Beginning of the End
Yeah.
So I finally decided to start a blog, after forever.
...I guess I can get into this.
I hate it when people fight.
It's infuriating. My parents think I can't hear them?
Yeah, I wish I wasn't. These thin walls just aren't enough to drown out their cussing at each other. When they do this, I wish I wasn't alive. It's been more and more so these past few weeks, with my dad wanting to quit his job and all. I don't think that I can stand much more of this. They talk--no, yell-- about everything now. I wish they would stop, my brothers can hear them, and so can I. It takes everything that I have inside of me to drown them out. Finally, the vacuum cleaner is able to be louder than their yells. Thankfully.
You know I hate fighting in general.
I find it useless. Stupid, even.
Why do people choose to get out what they have to say by screaming it to the other person...?
I'm making a promise to myself right now to at least try and efficiently solve my problems. This is killing me.
I abhor people who don't mind their own business. Really, that just tells me that you don't have enough of a life yourself, that you've got to go around telling people how to run theirs. Thanks, but no thanks. I've got enough on my plate than to deal with you, too. Have fun on your little mindless hatred of me, or whatever you think you're doing.
And as for you, well, you know what I think of you. I'm falling for you faster than the 9/11 towers collapsed. I'm mad at myself, bigtime. You should be smouldering for the things I've done to you. You're the only person I owe right now. I'm sorry, I really am. I should learn from this, but sometimes it feels like I'm slipping and don't know what to do. I guess I just had to pull you down with me.
My life isn't all bad, though. Actually, that's just the main bad points of it.
Tomorrow should be fun, with Dip<3
Ahh time to act like retards & not care what other people think (:
I'm good at that.
So I finally decided to start a blog, after forever.
...I guess I can get into this.
I hate it when people fight.
It's infuriating. My parents think I can't hear them?
Yeah, I wish I wasn't. These thin walls just aren't enough to drown out their cussing at each other. When they do this, I wish I wasn't alive. It's been more and more so these past few weeks, with my dad wanting to quit his job and all. I don't think that I can stand much more of this. They talk--no, yell-- about everything now. I wish they would stop, my brothers can hear them, and so can I. It takes everything that I have inside of me to drown them out. Finally, the vacuum cleaner is able to be louder than their yells. Thankfully.
You know I hate fighting in general.
I find it useless. Stupid, even.
Why do people choose to get out what they have to say by screaming it to the other person...?
I'm making a promise to myself right now to at least try and efficiently solve my problems. This is killing me.
I abhor people who don't mind their own business. Really, that just tells me that you don't have enough of a life yourself, that you've got to go around telling people how to run theirs. Thanks, but no thanks. I've got enough on my plate than to deal with you, too. Have fun on your little mindless hatred of me, or whatever you think you're doing.
And as for you, well, you know what I think of you. I'm falling for you faster than the 9/11 towers collapsed. I'm mad at myself, bigtime. You should be smouldering for the things I've done to you. You're the only person I owe right now. I'm sorry, I really am. I should learn from this, but sometimes it feels like I'm slipping and don't know what to do. I guess I just had to pull you down with me.
My life isn't all bad, though. Actually, that's just the main bad points of it.
Tomorrow should be fun, with Dip<3
Ahh time to act like retards & not care what other people think (:
I'm good at that.
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