what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

i keep forgetting to write.
i face the truth that my blog just isnt THAT important to me.
i really like my journal considering it only gets to intended readers.
but i will probably keep writing here just to fill you in on my very uninteresting life.

well, i had softball today.
i didn't knock the tee over this time, which is good.
and i actually hit them all pretty well.
^which is goooooood.
anyways, katie said shes finally coming to practice tomorrow. sheesh.

i guess there's really nothing else to say here.
i might go to see the talent show tomorrow, if i really feel like it.
but i don't know if i'm going to be in the mood to do anything after practice.

it's a free dress day tomorrow, which automatically makes the day that much better.
mr. anderson said that i can teach the class tomorrow if he isn't there.
[evil laugh]
i fully intend to make the most of that.

choreography tomorrow, tambien.
i'm looking forward to that.
but i realllllly want to know what costumes to buy, considering mr hogan wont tell us.
and my mom hates it when i tell her the weekend before.
but, whatever.
i'm hoping 80s all the way. i can look like my mom when she actually WENT to anaheim high.
hmph.

well, i think i'm about done here.
today i'm not feeling like rambling on about some cryptic problem.
i really don't have any right now.
things are as they should be.

muahahahahahah.

blogger works in hale (:
my life is complete.
francesca is happy too.

today will be a good day.

i'm more than what the grapevine thinks of me.

^ sounds like the name of a country song, right?
well, rochelle p and i have been practicing our accents. haha.
but wrong, it isn't.


and these aren't tears of sadness at all, it's anger now.
i do know who my real friends are.
at least, now i do.

109 in 2009 (check up)

Checking up on my 109 in 2009.

These I have completed (or nearly completed!):
10. start a journal
-i write in it when possible.
13. get chris to dance with me. (;
-that's pretty much self expanitory.
14. donate to charity.
-i did some charity work the other day.
22.straighten my hair once in a while
-i might not like how it looks that much, but it's not too bad.
25. be spontaneous (ongoing).
-i'm still trying random things.
26. find a great way to ask chris to sadies. (:
-muahahahahah.
27. put my trust in someone.
-who else would it be but him?
32. grow up.
-i can if i have to.
33. ...but be childish sometimes.
-but i'd much rather be a dork.
34. love like i never have before.
-it's an ongoing process. i'm working on my trust issues.
41. walk perfectly in killer high heels.
-and i can dance in them, too.
45. go one day without wanting to punch someone in the face.
-i've gone a few.
54. watch the season premiere of SLOTAT.
-kind of disappointing.
63. learn some poledancing moves.
-read a book on it.
64. have a dream that tops my last great one.
-i did have a fantastic one. but it's not going to come true this year.
69. <---that number right there.
-i would suppose it's self explanitory, no?
79. learn La La Land by Demi Lovato!
-who said i can't wear my converse with my dress?
83. appreciate a new style of music.
-classical is actually beautiful.
85. appreciate the best guy that has ever come into my life <3.
-i appreciate him because i know that my life would never be the same without him. and i wouldn't give him up for the world.
92. dance like nobody's watching, or like there's no tomorrow.
-don't i always?
93. perfect my british accent.
-bloody hell, kevin, your britches! (;
94. try a mango.
-not bad.

so those are checked off, now onto the others! (:


this is pretty much my mind right now.

is not a kiss the very autograph of love?

pictures in case you're bored.
i suppose each somehow is amusing to me.
take a gander if you'd like.










^So I pretty much would love to be like them (Jon & Kate). Maybe not the eight kids part, but their family is amazing.

^ Yes, I went there (:

^Marry me, Juliet you'll never have to be alone. I love you and that's all I really know.



well, i guess that's all for now.
though, the other day i saw a license plate that said 'OMGTHUD'.
quite fun stuff. (;

there's something about the way the street looks when it's just rained.

...there's a glow off the pavement, and he walks me to the car.
You know, I want to ask you to dance right there, in the middle of the parking lot. Yeah(:



well i did absolutely nothing today.
which is okay, because i don't think i can even handle walking with all that is on my mind.
seriously, it's not like it's anything that complicated... right?
well, it better not be.
but i'm not going to worry my small brain about that (;
in the words of shakespeare's macbeth, "what's done is done."


i reaaaaaaaaaaally want to go see Confessions of a Shopaholic next weekend.
that's so going to be my movie.
/my future if i'm not careful (;
"you speak finnish right? well, there's someone here i'd like you to meet."
"asdfghjkjhgfdfhfjgkhl (something in finnsh)"
"MEN LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON I LEFT FINLAND!"
hahah.

OMG. so i'm watching the news right now and they're saying...
CHRIS BROWN has canceled his performance at the grammys.
apparently, he's suspected of assaulting someone after a pre-grammy party last night.
according to entertainment weekly, chris brown and his girlfriend rihanna have both backed out of performing.
he got into arguing with some woman, and assaulted her.
...i'm really hoping that he didn't do that one.
i mean, i love his music, but it kind of sickens me that he would hurt another person.
please just let this lady be lying or something.
ughh.


i finally got my computer back today, because my mother decided she wanted to randomly wake me up, yelling something unintelligable at me while deciding to punish me for something i didn't even do.
thanks, mom.
people like you are the reason i hate life sometimes.
i mean, really?
do my parents not understand that yelling at me only makes me mad at them?
and makes me not want to listen more.
if they actually talked to me, not talked DOWN to me, maybe i'd listen more.
but no, of course not.
so i sat there feeling really alone staring out the window at the rain for some time.
and got over it.

my cats are lazy when it rains.
well, i am too.
i sat here with them watching tv in my parents room all day.
i watched hsm2 and camp rock again.
and the premiere of sonny with a chance.
it was a pretty okay show.
i decided i don't like demi lovato THAT much.
like, she's nice and all, but something about the way her personality is portrayed bugs me.
i really like selena gomez, though.
there was no phineas and ferb today :(
i watch too much disney channel for my own good.
but i have to keep some part of my childishness(:


i'm reading a book called 'The Mysterious Benedict Society'
No, it's not a society that likes benedict eggs.
those are gross anyways.
but it's about these really smart kids and a guy that is trying to take over the world.
they take a test that is quite interesting.
one of the questions on it is: "are you brave?"
as i was pondering the answer to this question, i found i didn't really know the answer.
bravery has never really been required of me, has it?
what constitutes being brave?
Finally, as i was reading along, Reinie, the main character, answered the question for me.
"I hope so."
Another one of the things was:
"What is wrong with this statement?"
"It's not a statement, it's a question."


Well, i'm sure I've about bored you to death by now, but i'm going to find another random thing to talk about considering i've got nothing else to do.
more rain is coming, apparently.
tues/wed is supposed to be nice, but then another storm rolls in. fun.
i don't mind it so much considering it's the weekend.
i just want it to clear up, because it's sort of a hinderance to be rained upon every time i walk out the door.
and my mom doesn't like us to go outside when it's raining, so i'm stuck inside, just itching to go outside.
i really have a longing to set up a tent in the backyard and sleep out there when it's raining.
i mean, doesn't that sound fun?
next time it's supposed to rain, i'm going to get people to come over and have a campout in the rain.
that's just how i roll (:



i don't think i could live without taylor swift's music.
it's so darn, catchy.
even the breakup songs make me want to dance around like a crazy person.
just buy her second CD. it's amaaazing.
you'll recognize my blog title when you do.

well i don't have anything else to say here.
goodbye for now. (:

sooooooooooooo;

i'll leave what i did today to the imagination.
those that should know, do.

anyways, i find that i'm going to remember today.
not just because it's my one year five month anniversary.
& i know it's going to be a crazy seventeenth month already...
but just because some things that ought to be remembered happened.
or things i'm never going to forget anyways.

i'm sure you're dying to know?
well, it's nice to want things.

when i was walking down the street, three cars honked at me.
i mean, people, this is cypress/la palma and guys are honking at me..?
ugh.
people need to have some class and not act like monkeys when they see a (cute?) fifteen year old girl walking down the street.
and also these three guys at carls jr.
i mean, i was ravenously hungry, and they had to go and ruin my appetite.
whaaaatever.
it's not like i care. thier piggishness is probably the reason they don't have girlfriends in the first place.

at least it didn't rain that much where i was.
now it can pour as i go to sleep, and then it will be pretty much the best day. (:

btw, isaac owes me uggs/emus.
don't ask. (;

superbowl number forty-three.

was today.
STEELERS JUST WON!
I was rooting for them, just because everyone else in my house was rooting for the Cardinals.
I just made some money (:

There's a few things I've been meaning to put into my blog these past few days.
Here goes.

First of all, there was a guy with pink sunglasses riding down the street past knotts, and Ali and I were walking by. He yelled "high five!", and without thinking, I high fived him as he rode by. It was one of those moments you just wish you had caught on camera.

Secondly, at Alex & Jessica's bday yesterday, Ali said something that was rather fetching for her pea-brain (;
Me: That guy would be cute... if he went to Oxford.
Ali: Oxford is like an enzyme school, it lowers the reaction energy needed for us to think a guy is cute.
Also, Ali and I dug ourselves a hole in the sand, and we sat in it and watched the sunset.
Our hole had cupholders, and a remote control. You're jealous.
When we came back from taking pictures at the lifeguard tower, Ali and I saw some people in our hole, and since it was dark, we didn't know it wasn't people we knew. So we started yelling, "Get out of our hole!" and I took a picture with a bright flash that almost stunned the poor kids in the hole. I feel bad now, but it was utterly hilarious at the time.

Third of all, there are a lot of 'that's what she said's' to be said when roasting marshmallows. And I make perfect un-burned smores! They're just melty enough.

At the bonfire, Ayesha dropped a flaming marshmallow on my foot and it kind of got a teensy bit burned. Fun stuff.

I beat Lauren O on how many goldfish I could throw and get into the fire. But only by a little, because i found some in the sand. (:

Ali is coming to stay for a little while tomorrow, too.
Hale tomorrow.
I'm ...looking forward to it?

All for now.
Hasta la vista.