and then there are the days where you wish you never went to sleep in the first place.
i feel slightly sick today, and it's mostly because i had a horrible dream last night.
i don't want to recall all of the details of it, but it was mostly all of my life unraveling at the seams.
and then the person i love most dying at my fault, basically.
i woke up at two this morning, hoping that i never had to go back to sleep again.
so i'm very tired, but i don't think i'll ever want to sleep again.
funny how a dream (well, nightmare) can make your day horrid.
i guess i will try to forget about it.
and i will, eventually.
so i realized i'm quite a weird person.
i mean, i like watching phineas & ferb.
and i talk to my cats like they can actually understand what i am saying.
i've got a toy penguin that i treat like my baby.
and i have a grown mind, but a childish soul.
disneyland still makes me happy.
annnnnd so do you<3
i don't have much to say about today.
i'll get to homework sooner or later, and read most of the day.
i might write a story or something... (:
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